Self

Ok, I went for my 3miles today and I was dying! But you know what was interesting? I wasn't breathing heavy and my legs weren't all out of gas. It was my mind.

When it all comes down to it, I don't believe in myself. I don't have any confidence that I can do it. I am constantly looking to others for validation, but I never tell anyone that. I want them to just notice me. i do this with everything.

So, now that I know my problem, I have to figure out a way out of the pit. That part I'm not sure about...any ideas?