Bathing Suit Season!!!!

First of all, I wanted to say thanks again to both Sandra and Jen...you guys are great motivation...whether it's calling me out, encouraging me on, or both. I can't tell you how much it means to me. THANKS!!!

Now, onto the two most dreaded words in the English language...bathing suit! While I am a horrible swimmer, I love water sports: white water rafting, jet skis, boating...but all of these activities require us to walk around in our bras and underwear, which are cleverly disguised by the word 'bathing suit'. Personally, I don't see much of a difference. Of course, I have never been the bikini type, I am still using the 'onesies' aka one piece suit. Still, I hate them. I very much dislike my legs and on top of it, I do not tan! There is nothing worse then a jiggly lady GLOWING in public. Heck, I might as well put a big arrow up and say 'hey! over here! help me feel MORE insecure!'

So, I did what I thought would be best...I went for a hunt on the internet for a bathing suit that I would feel comfortable in and I think I found it at www.titlenine.com - here it is:

Yes, I know it doesn't 'look' like a bathing suit, but it is and I love it. At least I love the picture. From what the details online told me, the shorts run a little small and they said to get a size up, but I didn't because I want to go down in weight and I thought if I actually had the suit to try on and mark my progress, I would do better. So, if I'm brave enough to take a pic, when I get it, and show it to you guys, I will...we'll see though ;0